OMG!!!..I cant believe it. It's really happening. I'm so nervous. I'm so scared.
Am I REALLY ready?
Am I gonna be eppy after diz?
Am I prepared for this next phase of my lyf?
My Sayang...im scared...im nervous...
I'm scared n so so nervous.
I've been doing all the right ting so far to calm myself down but I dun think it's really working. I feel weird right now.I'm looking forward 4 the day cuz I dun know wether it'll be beautiful and really special and nice and all. But at the same tym, I dun want it to come so fast.i dunnooooo....adoiiyaiiii.....
I wonder how my mum is feeling. Whenever I think about her 'letting me go', I cant help having tears in my eyes. I think it must be tough for her. I dont want to think about her otherwise I'll start crying.
I thought getting married is supposed to be all good? no? yes? blurrrrrr....bluurryyyy..